the Archive
- 5 jan 1997
- i start the journey. thinking about the birth of one man. i get restless.
- 12 jan 1997
- i journey the night. think about home life. and another home. and yet another. rain. and i find myself.
- 19 jan 1997
- a trip down memory lane. a soggy day. why am i here? a plan. blah. the after life. what to do indeed.
- 26 jan 1997
- the best laid plans. planning for the future. anti-reflection. anti-social. could this be me? and the present generation.
- 2 feb 1997
- a shadow. i work too hard. it bites me in the ass.
- 9 feb 1997
- i feel blah. time flies by. i plan my future. i plan my friends' futures. math sucks. heh.
- 16 feb 1997
- i whine. my dad kicks my ass. i realize an outlook on life.
- 23 feb 1997
- reaffirmation of my self. do i know you? busy busy. sleep? pshaw. life in a networked world.
- 2 march 1997
- too much to do have i. and two lives have i. i live on my own. and even when it's over, there's always more to go.
- 9 march 1997
- with my friends. yet empty. planning the future. yet always staying a kid.
- 16 march 1997
- more future planning. damn that middle ground. ack, the future. i still can't do math, but 1 + 1 does equal 2.
- 23 march 1997
- a break from life. a late night with a friend. lazy days. home again. and a return. (and a dream). more time alone.
- 30 march 1997
- friends and rain. thinking about love (heh). april fool. owie. death and life.
- 9 april 1997
- friendships in time. this math thing's never going to end. people i have never met. and some refound friends.
- 13 april 1997
- mmm, 80's movies. deciding what another is all about. pre-frosh reflections. and others' perceptions of my perceptions.
- 20 april 1997
- fireworks. party's over; but happy. damn that was trippy. so, a man walks into a bar... and realizes that his life is going nowhere.
- 27 april 1997
- cs bitterness. life bitterness. cs is all consuming.
- 4 may 1997
- codecodecode. post project reflection and a whole lot of nothing.
- 11 may 1997
- people leaving all over the place. drip drop goes the rain. it's all over (or, two down, two to go)
- 18 may 1997
- back home, fooled 'em again. day trips sure are trippy (haaaavahd). a mall a mall oh boy a mall. just a snippet of a life. dance... pshaw.
- 25 may 1997
- responsibility is lost on the masses. the last night (morning). home sweet home. incoherency. future thoughts. future planning?
- 01 june 1997
- webtv musings (though naive). the boredom of home sets in. diaries and new domains. the library holds some interest for a bit. some talk of the future with a friend.
- 08 june 1997
- what to do this summer. windows and mailboxes. to be known. writer's block. future worries.
- 15 june 1997
- some nice quotations. home... zzzz. but where is my home? home is time with old friends. and some lonely ranting (with pants).
- 22 june 1997
- a touch of city life. one confused person (me). work... we like work. got me a mac (groovy).
- 29 june 1997
- mmm... boston. much lonely sleepiness. friends + work = fun. stir crazy. love and life and loving life.
- 06 july 1997
- time flies when you're having work. more life reflections. where has the summer gone? just one of those days.
- 13 july 1997
- Seeing how the others live for once. Opening up more of my life to the voyeurs. Dreams of school.
- 20 july 1997
- taking a (much needed) break. attention craving (oh, and nt sucks). but hidden behind the spotlight (literally).
- 20 july 1997
- (oopsie) Theatre stuff, big time. Kids, kids are cool (and theatre too).
- 03 august 1997
- parties... bah. sleep... bah. summer go bye bye. falling asleep. waking, and thinking about people passing through life.
- 10 august 1997
- strike (a closing). dream. childhoodlost.
- 17 august 1997
- tearing down the swing set (a closing). summer's coming to an end. balancing the checkbook. thinking of times to come back at school.
- 24 august 1997
- reflections on the middle of the end. mmm... sleep. blah. yeah, blah.
- 31 august 1997
- keeping people away. where am i in life? a step in the right direction.
- 14 september 1997
- a list. more theatre, much more theatre. (a short week)
- 21 september 1997
- a fun (partyful) evening. slacker. bands and vandals. a wasted evening. and a dream.
- 28 september 1997
- priorities. attitude (re: life)
- 5 october 1997
- life going... well? where's the fun any more?
- 12 october 1997
- neat and simple. the future is a scary thing. but dealing with the present is no picnic.
- 19 october 1997
- loneliness leads to words. maybe, just maybe.
- 26 october 1997
- a concert, a really really fun one (yes, fun)
- 2 november 1997
- sights seen, a clean day, and so many people, all in a day.
- 9 november 1997
- meetings galor and not a wink to sleep. some record thing. movie time and friendship time and pankcake time vs friend time and party time.
- 17 november 1997
- theatre vs virtual shared memory and a concert thingie to boot. mucking up the schedules. deadlines loom.
- 23 november 1997
- draining. hopeless. a good deed or playing the fool. downward spiral.
- 30 november 1997
- stress as relief and happiness. a glimmer of hope. out of theatre and into the lab.
- 07 december 1997
- a parental visit. thoughts on the future to escape the now. an icky day.
- 14 december 1997
- done with the project, on to the other. missed it by this much. bang bang shudder.
- 21 december 1997
- heading home. we change and they stay the same. swim. merry christmas blues. and out of the slump. some writing.
- 28 december 1997
- big ship, little people. almost there. one more gone. goodbye to the old.