another kind of me

saturday, april 18, 1998, 02:40 it's drunk outside. or, alternately everyone's out there drinking and hooking up while i'm sitting here eyes blurry being sick and tired. but this one was pretty pathetic. it's spring weekend here which means that the frat quad is just teeming with drunk people wandering around on the quest for that ever ellusive "next beer." for me, the night was spent first in the theatre until jon, danny and amanda came by to drag me away. which was a good thing. walking along, wandered until finally ended up on wriston. more people than i had ever seen there. more drunk, and more fun, i suppose. not really trashed, i was resigned to dancing and watching other people be drunk. which was fine and i surprisingly had a good time. until i lost everyone. ended up back at the theatre to get other shoes, ended back on the green but there was nobody left there or rather nobody of any consequence wandered around a bit more, stole some gel from the other theatre and finally ended up back here. cozy, warm. and about to fall asleep. so sweet walking on the main graeen, just the glow from the street lamps and the trees glistening in the rain, a couple sitting together in the wet grass, smiling, thinking of nothing but each other, two others hands linked, staring into each others eyes. i want one of those. up one | mail | sun | thu | fri | sat | thu