another kind of me

thursday, april 16, 1998, 03:42 i'm doing the end of the year drive myself into the ground doing theatre and not doing schoolwork thing again. i end up doing this every year. silly me. i should be thinking about this show that had to be done in two days, but my mind is just a wreck and i can't think. i was planning on spending much more time in the space tonight, but just ended up feeling like crap. i have a feeling it's all the stuff that's lingering in the air from the last show that went up in there. unfortunetely, that was all industrial and whatnot, so there's the lingering sense of rust and the like, which is not so good for the lungs. so much to say. should be so much to say. can't keep anything in my head though. there's this great system here for the climate control in that if it's winter, the heat goes on, and if it's spring, the head does not come on. this is completely independent of the current weather. so right now it is quite cold, and it stays quite cold in here because i can't get the heat to turn on. my life is tough sometimes. at least the summer is looking up for me though. some theatre thing working with some of the people that i worked with when i was in high school. just like the good old days, there might be some money in it for me, and i'll get to spend time with people that i haven't seen in a while. it just means a 3 hour drive twice a week to get out there. and three hours back. hope i can get that car. then there's also this web thing that's supposedly starting up around here and the guy likes my resume and wants to talk to me, but i can't be sure exactly what this job is going to be all about. something about content providers and web developers for a startup division of the local cable company. sounds interesting, sounds like something to do, sounds like experience. sounds good. sounds like it's about time for me to go away. away. away. up one | mail | sun | thu | fri | sat