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another kind of me

a trip through me


tuesday, july 7, 1998, 01:03

well, the first day of work didn't turn out exactly as i had planned considering i got there and then remembered that my boss wasn't going to be in today, and my coworker wasn't getting in until later.

strange giving them titles like boss and coworker since in the office the atmosphere isn't at all like that, and we're all the same age. school-based corporations are weird like that i guess. regardless, they're paying, so i'm not complaining.

at this point i just hope i can find the time to do all the things that i want to do, as well as all the things that i have to do, along with all the things that i kinda have to do but really are things that i just want to do now so i don't have to deal with them later on. otherwise known as things i should do.

but need something that i can sink my teeth into. need something to be excited about. maybe someone to be excited about. maybe i need someone in my life. people, i've come to realize, are good. fun in my life, and more often than not, better than not having people. it's just that i don't get out enough to meet people. gah.

still got more of the summer to go.

of course things aren't all bad. after a stroke of brilliance by sarah (which i'm sure was all quite selfish in motivation, but a good idea never the less), tonight was fondue night, with both cheese and chocolate fondue. mix in an evening of buffy followed by road rules and daria and then cool as ice, and it was just a non-stop party. yes. that's that vanilla ice movie. no, it wasn't good. yes, i'll have to regrettably admit that it was a bit entertaining. but there could have been better things that i could have done with my life. maybe.

but what's done is done. and tomorrow is another day.

oh, and if anyone wants to donate a computer to me... i don't have one at work yet...


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