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another kind of me

a trip through me


friday, june 25, 1999, 16:58

wow. i really don't want to be at work any more. i think it's only a today thing. it might be a project thing. i can't tell. it might just be a i'm not in the right mood for work because i'm going to china in three days thing.

in any case, i don't want to be around any more.

i can feel my body slowly atrophying. legs turning to mush. hands collapsing. and let's not talk about how out of shape i'm getting. i didn't even think of that when i took this job. sitting at a desk all day can do wonders to a person, that's certainly true.

and i got approached by a friend today who wants me to, after one week on the job, leave work and go work for his startup. that's craziness. or is it? what if there's real potential there? what if something might happen with his project. could i pass up something like that.

i don't have to make that decision yet.

this morning i saw a man getting pulled up the stairs in the subway station, hands behind his back in handcuffs, police radios sounds coming from an undercover officer's body.

good morning to you too i thought as i walked the two blocks to my office.


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