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saturday, december 12, 1998, 16:52 procrastinate your way to a happier life, that's what i always say. actually, i think that this is the first time i've ever said that, and i didn't really even say that, it was more just in my head, but. i never know when my roommate is home any more. but we hardly do anything social together. i don't know if this is me, or him, or both, or the fact that we're too busy, or the fact that he never leaves his room and i never leave the study except to eat and then we're both just busy, well, eating. or maybe that's just what happens sometimes. you just grow up. i was thinking, no, that time i was talking. i was talking about this yesterday. how when i go off into the world, which is going to be very soon, i'm planning on being in charge of a lot of stuff, and looking at myself in the mirror, i just don't look old enough to be in charge of a lot of stuff. i'm thinking that it won't matter, that if i'm in charge, then people will listen to me, and being in charge will carry with it enough clout on its own (i mean, who needs to be old if you're running a theatre or something) but still, when i was younger i would always look at pictures of my parents and then look at them in person and think to myself "wow, i wonder when i'm going to start looking like a grown up." but at this point i'm not really in that big of a rush to become a grown up.
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