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another kind of me

a trip through me


sunday, april 19, 1998, 04:04

last night's entry really wasn't too comprehensible. tonight's doesn't see to be much better.

a pause while jcn realizes that he only has a couple of more weeks to find a replacement server for all the shit running on his server sitting in his room.

the day started at the theatre, then moved to the main green for a luna yo la tengo sonic youth concert which would have been fine except for the fact that the crowd was completely dead and seemed to have no desire to move at all, which led to an all in all pretty boring concert. then i had to leave in the middle of the sonic youth set to head back to the theatre which also wasn't a great loss since they really weren't very good.

the end.

no, not really, but the rest of the day was spent in the theatre building light cues for my show. another couple of days and i can pick up where i dropped everything to go work on this show.

walking around with tanine (the stage manager from said show) afterward, just realizing how nice it was to be outside instead of being cooped up in a black box for eight hours despite it being cold and one in the morning. more drunk people around, and a fairly poor showing of chasing amy on the green found us escaping to the lower green where i lay down on a bench and we just talked for an hour of so and while i was granted slipping in and out of consciousness for a while there. spoke of people and places, relationships and oh those wacky actors.

time to leave due to cold and all, and i found, when i stood up, that i couldn't feel my legs, i couldn't hear (due to icky stuffed ears), was having trouble forming coherent sentences and whenever i looked at lights (headlights, street lights) they would look really bright and shiny and pretty and i could swear that i was feeling something quite similar to what a drug experience might feel like.

and i don't know that i'm really missing anything.

except sleep. but no more...