another kind of me

friday, march 27, 1998, 04:58 another day, done, and only a few more left in my break. depressing, at least, at most it's rather frightening. i've gone this long without doing anything. tomorrow has to be a theatre day, no questions asked. has to happen. then it's more homework because if i screw around any more, there's going to be hell to pay. today i actually got what i planned on doing done. finished the application to be a leader at a pre-departure orientation thing that i went on to japan many moons ago. figured i'd do my part, give something back, get a week in california, that whole deal. we'll see if i get it. of course what i find so amazing is that i, being the kind of person who likes to wait until the last possible minute to do anything, sent off the mail earlier today, and it's going to be there the next morning. the wonders of modern society. installed more ram in my computer, which is always a good thing, and did more of the room cleaning dealie. then, it was an end with a movie, or two. swingers this time, followed by point break just because it's been so long, we just had to watch it. all the while, hand in hand with a friend of mine, stroking fingers back and forth across smooth skin. really, what to think of all that. emotions getting wrecked all to hell inside of me, or at least building myself up for this, probably because there's nothing more to do in this head of mine. perhaps it's now sleep time so i can still get up at a reasonable time and get going with the day early on. craziness. up one | mail | sun | mon | tue | thu