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monday, march 23, 1998, 05:58 i'm not sure that i'm ever going to get back to a normal sleep schedule. or rather, i'm sure that this break isn't going to help matters very much. which really isn't a problem because i've been getting to spend more and more time with friends that i really don't get to see very often these days. it's true. school really gets in the way of school. regardless, tonight, a night of cooking friend wonton, watching trust, coming home and playing some playstation, watching better off dead, going off to a diner, coming home, watching this is spinal tap and then sitting in my room engaging in conversations over the computer that i would never have in person. strangely enough because my friends and i don't seem to talk very much. it seems that we don't really talk in person. i don't know whether this really bothers me. that i'm having a conversation with a person across the hall and can't bother to haul my ass up and walk over there. it's more than that. i know that if i do haul my ass up and walk over there, we're not going to be able to talk to each other. it just doesn't happen. and i don't know what it is. and i don't know why i feel that talking over the computer is less legit that talking in person. i suppose that i'm realizing now that there is no difference. that just interacting, just having this conversation is what's important, be it in person, on the phone, or through the computer. the words are what matter.
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