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thursday, february 19, 1998, 04:47 already really far into the week, and so many things to do. realized that i have a program to write for monday that's been taking up the bulk of my time these days, plus all of my other classes, plus this arts festival that i'm helping to organize of there at that there theatre thing, plus this other show that opened tonight which i'm going to have to go see tomorrow night which means that there goes another two hours when i could have been doing something else but won't be able to because i'll be sitting in a dark room watching a bunch of women run around stage in their underwear. normally, a worthwhile proposition, but why do i think that i'm just not going to have too much fun with this one. these days i've just been uninspired by most things. i've gotten my butt back to ice skating though, which is a good thing. gets me out of the room, out doing something active. too bad that's going to be over in a month when they melt the ice. but, yeah, there really isn't much going for me these days. classes are whatever. the theatre is whatever. i'm not getting to create, so i'm not really enjoying myself there. i really want to be doing some more writing, but i know that takes time, so i just don't get around to it because i tell myself that i can't afford to do it. it's funny, though, how one cool thing can make everything all better. today, in the mail, along with my new issue of wired and some bills, i got what at first appeared to be a bar of soap. upon further inspection, i noticed that it was a squishy mouse toy from javahelp that my friend had picked up while she was doing some temping in seattle, apparently working at some convention after which she wrote a little note on the mouse, stuck a stamp on it and tossed it in the mail. too cool. no more. hands are starting to hurt, i can't seem to remember where all they keys are, and the words really aren't flowing quite right. hopefully in a few days i'll wake up in the morning and my hands won't be all tensed up. *sigh*
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