tuesday, july 20, 1999, 23:44 i have returned from china. there is something wrong here. something i really can't place. or if i can place it, it's something that i don't want to deal with. this transition thing is bullshit. "Realize, as the long hot days freakishly repeat themseles, one after the other, that whatever I am doing I really think I ought to be doing something else." - bridget jones's diary by helen fielding basically. this needs to change. i need to change it. i thought i was going to start tomorrow. but those plans got cancelled. which means that i now have to come up with something new and not dwell. no dwelling.
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