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tuesday, july 20, 1999, 23:44

i have returned from china.

there is something wrong here. something i really can't place. or if i can place it, it's something that i don't want to deal with.

this transition thing is bullshit.

"Realize, as the long hot days freakishly repeat themseles, one after the other, that whatever I am doing I really think I ought to be doing something else." - bridget jones's diary by helen fielding

basically.

this needs to change. i need to change it.

i thought i was going to start tomorrow. but those plans got cancelled. which means that i now have to come up with something new and not dwell.

no dwelling.