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tuesday, may 18, 1999, 01:36 i'm thinking that soon i'm going to move this crap to proverbial.net but i'm still not 100% sure that i like it there. i'm right now about 7.5 hours away from my final final at school. this is causing no end of fear for me, and so i am instead writing about how i should be studying rather than actually studying. after this i have a paper to write and some lights to design for this show which goes up way too soon which i have not devoted enough attention to yet. this is a bad thing. it is also pretty crappy that i've got no design sense right now. i don't know what's wrong with me but i'm going through this thing where i'm all "what the hell looks good?! i don't know!" at which point i fall down the stairs and yell a lot. well, that part doesn't actually happen, but it's a state of mind thing. really i think it comes down to the fact that i'm going to be graduating in less than two weeks and i haven't seen my girlfriend for very long recently because we've both still got finals and school and we're both working on the show so we're both all crazy. the other thing is that because of this lack of design sense, i'm unable to redesign my homepage. annette told me that the design of my page has not changed since we met, and that was about two years ago. so this is bad. because things that don't change are called "static" and we all know that the web, is supposed to be "dynamic" which means that my web page is no longer part of the web but is in fact, a liverwurst sandwich. i haven't eaten liverwurst since i was in elementary school when my mom would make me liverwurst sandwiches with lettuce and the lettuce would get the bread all soggy even when she used these fly little square tupperware thing in an attempt to keep the sandwiches fresh and crisp. which is why that mcdonalds sandwich was such a good idea in theory. you know, the one where you put the lettuce and the burger together yourself so that you thought you were getting something fresh? i never actually ate one of those. that was in that period of my life when i didn't eat fast food. that would be most of my life. i'm going to go read about Private Communications Corporation for my business class final. If you are Ms. Ann Meceda and would like to give me insight into the PCC case, please email me so that i can impress my teacher with my leet inf0z.
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