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thursday, march 4, 1999, 04:54 i've suddenly crashed down. i thought i was okay. the whole meeting, i was smiling and laughing and trying to be objective and happy and keep things on an upbeat level, for when you're making decisions of this caliber, you have to be smiley. and we passed one show. and we rejected two others. and it was a tough decision, and it took us four hours. that's four whole hours. talking back and forth. viewpoints back and forth. rehashing old news and bringing up new stuff. and to think, we were deciding which musical to produce this semester. hell, you would have thought that i twas brain surgery or something it was a hard decision, espcially since i had to reject a friend. a friend's proposal, where he poured his life into the proposal, and he'll never get to propose again, and we chose the other. but nothing can be done about it, so we just have to wait until tomorrow for the backlash. ... spring is rearing its head in the form of a thunderstorm tonight. the rain rattling the windows. not so much the wind, though that had a lot to do with it, but more than anything else, it was the pelting of the rain against the windows as we were trying to make our decision. last night i traded my knowledge of dns for stage combat lessons, and spent my ice skating time today practicing the different movements and positions. it's just very difficult to do a lunge on skates. and i've got to crawl onto my bed before it starts to get light out. not, onto my bed, for i'm afraid that if i get INTO bed that i'm never going to get up in the morning. ugh.
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