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sunday, january 25, 1998, 05:20 It was a weird day. Of course it really started last night when I was on the moo with emory and he decided that he wanted to talk to me. so he called. and we talked. and we just talked about stuff. and it was interesting considering we'd never actually spoken on the phone before. it was fun, and he's a pretty cool guy. and then i fell asleep on the couch, reading, and i woke up around 4am, staggered over to my bed, and crashed, and got an awful night of sleep. The day was spent in the theatre, cutting pipes (and let me tell you, if you ever get the opportunity to cut steel pipes with a chop saw, take it right away. i'm easily amused, i tell you what), until i fell asleep on the couch and woke up about an hour later, completely exhaused. So i came home. Ah, but then the interesting part. The party. Nobody's fault, really. It's just that I really don't like parties. And I particularly don't like parties where there are a lot of people dancing. Badly. And it's especially not too much fun if I know everyone there. And what the hell am i talking about? It wasn't anything. I really just wasn't in the right mood for the party, but I went anyway. And ended up leaving fairly soon after I got there, which was, first of all, pretty awkward for me, and I felt badly. I don't like to make people think that I don't appreciate their company, though that has happened in the past. But you always feel that whatever you say is only going to sound like a cover up for "this sucks i want to leave" when it's really nothing more than the fact that I just wasn't having fun. I don't know. I just don't mesh well with parties. And I'm sure that thishas something to do with it. Yeah, so i came back home to do my reading. My insane reading. Part of the three books that i have to finish by thursday. Actually, finishing the one book that i had to read for last week. The first week of classes. What have i gotten myself into? Interesting course though. We'll see where it goes. And damn I'm tired. And yet I'm not. I've past that point of tired and moved into the "if i lie down i'm going to collapse." I'm going to have to kickstart my brain tomorrow.
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