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another kind of me

a trip through me


tuesday, january 20, 1998, 04:31

right. where have I been these days? Oh, here and there. Up and about. And savoring these last few moments before break ends and classes begin. I'm not exactly sure what this is going to mean, except that my schedule will be a bit more filled. Lately it's just been me justifying not doing anything by telling myself that I'de better be enjoying myself now, since I'm going to have to be doing something later.

Not really a good way to go about it all, but that's just the way it's going to go.

I have pretty much dropped everything for this record company dealie. This is also a bad thing, but I can't seem to stop. Tonight involed putting together a "server" (actually an old 386, but it gets the job done) to run as lauan.com. Excitement that cannot truly be expressed in words.

Ah yes. One other thing I've noticed about this break. It's been nice not having to see many people. That's not to say that I don't want to see my friends, but it was nice to have the transition between being home seeing nobody at all to coming back here and being completely overwhelmed. This way I've had a chance to recover from the break before going back to my life.

I really have nothing to say. Words are coming. I'm thinking. But I'm not really saying anything.

Unfortunate, really.